The Summer Holidays are nearly finished.  I am not so good during this time as I am the kind of person who needs the routine of life to work effectively.  I achieve far more with deadlines and business then when I have hourse to spare! 
Over this summer I have learnt more about my personality and am trying to work against the parts that aren't honouring to Jesus.  If I don't worship God as I ought I become too introspective and start looking around at what that person is or isn't doing and then I become disheartened - I become critical of others and myself.  The more I seek to worship God the more I realise that I am a huge work in progress and His grace is sufficient for me.
Over the summer I have looked, listened and read many things.  I am becoming more convicted that I have got to get out of my safe place haven and get to know people where I live.  I have so many opportunities with my college course, my placement, the parents from the girl's classes, the Toddler group etc etc.  I must pray diligently that I be a light to Jesus.  He will answer that prayer.  He has a work for me to do here.  I am learning to be grateful for the gifts that God has given me and I now have to use them more and more for His glory.  I must be a witness in word and deed.  One isn't any good without the other so I have to put each day into the hands of my Lord.  He has a plan for my life and I must trust Him daily for it.
I have also learnt that Jesus is all I need.  I am to have faith in Him and not what He can give me.  He may choose to bless me abundantly materially, emotionally etc but I am to be content in what I have and trust Him no matter the circumstances.  Recently, I read 1 Timothy 6 to remind myself of this.
Praise God that He never gives up on His children.
 
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