Do you ever have days where you are so ashamed of yourself that you don't want to ever face the world again? Today is that kind of day for me. I have a hard time some days. I know that in the grace of God He forgives and loves.
God spoke to me when I heard a testimony of a Christian who had been brutally attacked for their faith. The things that are a worry to me seem so small in comparison. Oh God, please allow the way that spoke to me to change me. Feelings are no good unless they change our hearts so that we long to serve God more. Read the testimonies of Christians in countries where they face persecution each day and allow them to put things into perspective.